Monday, December 11, 2006
weee...
just now went to dis civil defence course at de hq at yishun.
blabla.
its was fun n funny actuali..
weeee...
better den sana course.
it was stated dat de course wil end at 5.oopm.
bt we ended at 12noon.
dat was lyk...FAST!
I GT FULL MARKS FOR DE TEST!
duh!
it was oni a 15 MCQ questions.
ahaha..
it's easy as ABC..
coz de sir is lyk giving us TOOOO MANY hints.
ahaha..
den wen wanna go home..
dis STUPID FLIRTATIOUS fire fighter[i tink he is one]
was lyk asking fer my no.
STUPID guy!
luckily ady was dere..
my super hero!
ahaha
lol!
on fri n sat was busy wif bibik lina's wedding
[bibik lina is my aunt btw]
ahaha.
it was lyk nice.
on fri was 'nikah dae'
it was oso her bdae.
ahaha.
den sat was her wedding function.
lunch n dinner.
soo..
changed cloths fer both de function.
luckily it was lyk near my grandma's place.
i was hurt.
i realy was.
mama kip on saying how she olwaes tot im de strong gerl
bt i guess i let her down.
i mean i cnt reali xplain everyting to her
so she did nt exactly understand.
bt i cnt reali put it in words.
ahaha
stupid wirda!
=)
bt i did cry wen toking to mommy.
de tears just kip on flowing down
DANM STUPID TEARS!
hhmppphh..
okok..
olmost EVERYBODY cry.
EVEN WITHOUT REASON
..ahaha.
bt i di cry fer a reason.
mommy stil bulom understand.
tanks eh!
bt i noe she is tryin.
n dats y i love her many many.
-eversince i was a small gerl,
i lived wif her.
she has olwaes been by my side.
[im nt toking abt my mom nw btw]
i grew up olmost everydae wif her.
sharing smiles,exchanging laughter.
bt now i realise,
it was ol fake
FAKE SMILE
FAKE LAUGH
FAKE CARE
FAKE CONCERN
FAKE LOVE
FAKE ATTENTION
-how pathetic-
im olwaes trying to get de fact dat its ol F***LY FAKE
bt i cnt
i hate her BUT I LOVE HER.
eventhough i kip telling everybody how EVIL she is,
i stil love her.
-mama,im trying reali hard to b strong.
to terime hakikat.
bt im too hurt.
i noe yu haf gone throuth wat i m gg through for more den 10 years,
bt by den,yu were an adult.
bt im stil an innocent teenage gerl hu want a REAL love frm her.
-i love mama many many-
on sun tok to lilin long long
gosh!
now i realise how much i miss lilin.
i nbtr wanna let lilin go.
cos wif lilin,
i feell HIGHHH..
[apart frm drinking cofee.akim n azie noe i mean]
=)
*grin*
lilin was tired coz lilin did most of de toking.
poor lilin.
bt i like wen lilin tok.
it just make me happi..
weeeeeeeeeee...
*im bored*
*im very bored*
1:23 AM
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