Friday, December 29, 2006
ok...
i went back late ystrd.
coz was waiting fer lilin.
i kolled wiwit n wan black.
dey were at home n nt noeing where is lilin.
-where on earth could lilin b-
so proceed back.
since nt noing where lilin is.
yesyes.
i've been tinking abt lilin dis WHOLE dae.
aargghh..
im pisst.
n i trauma is back.
dear nazira,
im nt blaming yu fer telling me abt sumting i dunnoe.
i truly am glad yu did tel me.
n fer dat,
i tankies yu many many.
bt nt de trauma is back.
lyk wat exactly happen on 21 jan 06,10.45pm.
de end of me n dat khidhir.
ahaha.
watvever.
i dunn wann dat to happen.
i dun wan to lose it fer de second tym.
o wait!
fer de third tym.
-im jus tooo afraid if history repeats itself.
aaaarrgghh..
i noe dian n azie r lyk asking me to rileks.
bt gerlfrens,
i cnt relek.
i jus wil tink over n over again.
i wan ask fer de truth.
bt i cnt if he dun kol me.
aaarrggh.
im jus filing plainly restless ar.
aarrggh.
stupid stupid!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im realy pissed.
i seriously haf no mood.
aaaaaaa...
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ystrd met azie at 10.04am.
took de train n stopped at ang mo kio.
n went to de LOOOONG BUS STOP.
den take bus 135.
i SWEAR de 5 bottles in my bag n de pair of blades.
MADE ME SUFFER!
aize oso..
bt we survived!
weeeee....
we took de empty 135.
n seat at de back seat.
empty giler.
wanted to camwhore..
den....
AZIE'S CAMERA SPOILT!!
wat de hell!
ahaha...
so we tok tok tok.
ahaha.
den WE REACHED OUR DESTINATED BUS STOP.
bt den..
we haf to lyk WALK!!
ahaha.
so yesyes..
wif de heavy bag packs n blades,
we walk to ecp.
its lyk stong man.
haha.
once we reached,
FINALY!
we started to blade...
weeeee...
so we blade until our ph-so-far bbq pit.
den we went to mac to mkn.
den it RAIIINNN!!
stupid!
so we mendak-ly seat at mac.
den bought tongs n grills since mdm faridah asked to.
den walk in de rain.
under de umbrella.
den reminded me of mine n lilin's trip on de beach..
weeeeeeee...
den we went to our pit.
n julie n aini were dere!
finaly
sumone we knew were dere.
while waiting,
i went by de beach.
lilin kolled.
lilin's flu was getting bad wo worst.
weeee...
poor lilin.
den de rest came.
oni a few cn make it.
den me azie dian n helmi,
went blade/cycling to bedok jetty.
azie n dian went cycling by de double seatter bike,
helmi went vladding,
n i went riding single seater.
REMPIT!!!
weeeeeeeeeee.....
went to bedok jetty.
den de clouds were lyk getting darker,
so decided to proceed back.
weeeeeeeeeeee....
den mdm faridah came.
FINALY!
den we start cooking.
den wen de rain stop,
some of us went down de sea.
AZIE,YAN QING N I GOT WET!!!
weeeee...
cooolldd!
we oni did swimming fer awhile.
since de tide is high.
ahaha.
den went eating n more eating.
den mdm faridah went back.
weeeeeeeee....
by dinner,
we oni haf hotdog n crabmeat.
bt crabmeat was DE MOST!!
ahhaa..
so dinner was soooo CRABMEAT!!
ahaha.
den played truth or dare.
ahaha.
LOL!!
den azie n dian went toilet.
n helmi and i went scaring dem awae.
ahaha.
wohooo...
at ard 9.15,
we made our move.
ahaha.
i had fun.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........
oya.
gt our class tshirt olreadi.
okla.
-mueakies-
permata hati
nazira told me sumting which caught me tinking
over n over again.
i did not wan history to repeat itself.
i dun wan wat happen to me n khidhir,
happen again.
i reali dun want dat to happen.
i cn oni pray dat its ol NOT true.
-i hope n pray hard its nt true-
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
weee...
i was bored at home.
so i slept.
wif de radio on LOUDLY..
den AZIE DEARIE msged.
ask abt 2ml.
since dian azie n me r incharge of drinks n charcoal.
den met up wif azie.
at chong pang.
den bought cups n bottle drinkS.
hehe..
bougut 7.
hehe.
weee...
den it was stil early n we wanted to buy charcoal.
den we realise it wil b VERY VERY heavy.
so i called KAMBING BIRI BIRI EUGENE
to go n buy.
den he saed OK!
tankiew kambing biri biri eugene.
life-saver of me n azie.
den put de oh-so-many bottled drinks at my aunt's n went to northpoint.
walk walk.
cos we were lyk HELL BORED!
den walked pass STARBUCKS
to feel HHIIGGH!
oh.too bad akim wasn't dere.
:)
hehe.
den went kfc coz i was hungry n azie wanted CHEESE FRIES..
so i bought bandito meal..
i ate bandito pocket
azie eat her wantings,cheese fries.
n shared a cup of pepsi
:)
den lilin msged.
use de mom's hp.
notty lilin.
;)
bt i miss typing out msgs fer lilin.
so it was OK!
den i tol azie wat happen ystrd wif lilin.
den azie cnt help but to hav de oh-so-bigbig smile.
she gets excited.
n i dunnoe y.
weeeeeee...
after mkn,
went back home.
so i was back.
n i continued my beauty slip.
PIG PIG!
todae i was lazyy lyk PIG PIG!
miting azie n de rest of de 2e1 tml!!
weeeeeeeeee....
permata hati
-muakies-
wirda
<3
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
helo helo helo!!
oryts my dae was
fine,
cool,
cold,
funny,
n abit mendak.
bt it was great too.
haha.
met lilin at a busstop.
todae colour code was WHITE!
kpo lilin.
*grin*
n headed fer lunch..
weeee...
i was FORCE to eat.
so yar..
i ate!
NASI LEMAK!
weeee...
okok la.
:]
den stroll down de
cold wet rainy deserted beach.
it was sooo SUNYI n BANJER!
we were walkin wen de rain poured down.
so walk under de umbrella which lilin bought along.
clever lilin.
:]
weeee...
den walk to de bus stop.
n headed back home.
weeee..
i had to go hom early ok.
den walking2,lilin did de tokking,
lyk olwaes.
n lilin was singing.
:]
no wonder dere was more rain.
hehe.
kidding!
den went to khatib central.
I WAS DROOLONG FER WAFFLE!
den i rmbred azie.
i cnt wait fer sch re-open den cn buy waffle wif her
:]
den i bought CHOC WAFFLE.
den went pass NEWYORKPIZZA.
met lina,kak lin,helmi[lina's bro],n kak lin's bf.
weee..
den stop fer awhile.
since lina wanted to tok fer awile.
den wen to de busstop.
xchange goodbyers,
n lilin went off.
lilin had to attend silat lesson.
i love lilin many many!
i reali do.
-muakies-
wirda
permata hati
<3
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
on 22 dec.
wen back to sch
fer de sec one registration.
it was okla.
ahaha.
n de class names were lyk FUNI!
ahah.
stupid!
hehe.
after dat,
me n azie went to our PEACE place,
de playground.
we were lyk siting on de see-saw,
wen afif came along.
AHAHA.
panjang umor.
den he sat wif us n chatted fer awhile.
coz he had to go off.
sonce he is miting ku n planning
to have their fridae prayers at TIMEZONE.
-_-''
lol!
den after dat met dian helmi n hairol at macdonald's.
lina,fida,julie and aini
were dere too.
me n azie were quiet.
ahah.
dunno y noe mood.
den we went off.
i went back to azie's.
LEPAK DERE!
sooo long nvr go dere.
so went dere..
den see her tikus.
ahah.
den one of the tikus jump2.
SCARY!
ahaha.
den went to azie's room.
KAN TAUFIQ KAN!
ahaha.
den azie's mommy asked us to eat.
azie's mommy is a great cook
:)
i love her cooking.
*yummy yummy*
den eat eat eat.
den went back to azie's room.
n made if offical dat 22 dec was 'THE MOODY DAE'!
ahaha.
den took pics.
and de camera did became our clown hu cheered us up
KAN TAUFIQ KAN!
roll here roll dere.
snap here snap dere.
den at 3.15 i made my move.
weeeee...
went back n blablabla
23 DEC!
weeeeeeee...
went out at 2.50.
met up wif lilin at khatib.
poor ting no hp!
no watch!
-PATHETIC!-
huhu.
den went to burger king at northpoint.
eat eat.
i did de watching.
den lilin bought me milo.
:)
i ate at hom so was full.
lilin was complaining abt de oh-so-many onions
in de burger.
cute!
huhu.
den went to catch de bus.
n went to en-naeem.
lilin was wif de bois.
i helped bbq-ing de CHICKENS!
huhu.
lina and naz were dere too.
NABILAH-GERLFREN was dere too.
i miss her many many yu noe!
:)
so it was great to finaly see her.
how swit.
i did duty wif her.
:)
yayness!
den went ecvent start,
we went up de terrace.
huhu.
shared food.
how swit!
:)
den watch movie.
huhu.
den she gt to go back.
so ya..
me,lina,naz,kak wani,kak widya n kak aisha,
tonned.
huhu.
den had movie marathon.
watched scary ghost movies.
im nt sure y i suddenly m engrossed wif de scary movies.
joked ard wif lina n naz.
den nid to do cleaning up at 2.OO in de morning.
ahahaz.
den a guy went up n asked de gerls to b in a seperate room from de guys.
we were lyk WAT DE HELL!
den he went to de room down de terrace.
n de guy came in n was lyk 'wat r yu guys doing here.yu gerls should b at de syabab room'.
we were lyk WAT DE HELL!
den kak widya was so pissed dat she was lyk sayong to de guy 'NEVERMIND WE SIT UNDER DE VOID DECK'.
which we did.
lol.
n were lyk so PISSED!
de bois were stil at de terrace.
watching movie.
SO UNFAIR!
we oni get to see how de bois had FUN!
SOOOO NOT FAIR!
den ard 4.45 IN DE MORNING UNDERE DE BLOCK,
we cracked jokes.
tanks to kak widya fer de song,
n kak aisha fer DE DANCE MOVES!
huhu.
dat she actuali FALLED!
nt realising dat de bois were lyk near-by.
hehe.
den we laugh n laugh.
until it was suboh.
huhu.
at ard 7.00 kak wani n kak widya made their move.
huhu.
at ard 7.10,
lina,naz,kak aisha n i made OUR move.
met lilin.
xchange goodbyes.
n off de bus.
in de bus ol 4 gerls went to LALA LAND!
huhu.
den went down to our individual bus stop.
heuhu.
dis morning,
send mama n ayah to de airport.
its like soo fast n dey r off fer haji.
I MISS DEM OREADI.
without fail,i did cry.
n luckily my cousinz were ard.
:)
reached home at ard 4.45 in de morning.
slept.
woke up at 6.45.
sholat.
den went back to slip.
woke up at 11.33am.
bathed.
eaten.
n on de comp.
..
WAITING FER 24 JAN 2007 to cum real soon.
-i miss yu mama,ayah.
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
AZIE!!
i miss yu!
eventhough we just did
go vivo dat dae.
i stil miss yu lyk hell!!
yesyes.
we should mit up at de
PEACE place.
where we olwaes haf our 2 for $1 donuts,
sandwiches
waffles.
n sumtyms even macdonald's 50cent ice-cream.
surat cinte wil b delivered soon enough.
i promise.
i dun care wat ppl wanna sae abt us writing letters lyk 'minah kampong'.
bt i stil wan to.
i reali do.
wenever i look at de teddy bear
dat u gave me on my bdae,
i rmbr yu.
n de wacky stuffs yu do.
coz yu accepct me for hu i m.
=)
azie,yu touch my heart
[mcm fhm].
rmbr de dae we cry together?
we were lyk 'no.it's nt ur fault.it's mine.'
'dun cry ok.'
'wirda,i love yu'
'azie,i love yu'
'dun cry k?ure nt to b blame'
ahaha.
we cnt reali make up our mine hus to b blame.
coz i tot i was in a wrong.
n u tot u were in a wrong.
ape jer.
next year wil nt b in de same clas.
bt its ok.
we wil stil haf tym for ourselves.
during recess.
after sch.
lepak at ur house.
ahahaha.
miss dat tym.
where i lyk olwaes go to ur house.
n lyk its my 2nd house.
ur mom lyk my 2nd mom.
n yu,
lyk a sister.
kk..
better stop now b4 i start to flow.
-miss yu zie
-muakies-
wirda
<3
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Monday, December 18, 2006
high tea was ok...pics babey...
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
wuhoo...
hey ppl.
=)
so yap
todae assyafaah had high tea fer lyk
a few block ppl.
was suppose to mit dem at 8am.
bt met up at ard 11++.
ahaha.
i woke late.
den i was tired.
wen i reach dey ol were lyk SLACKING!
dats wat dey do best!!
ahaha.
so me n fanaa chilled at fra's place.
helping fra to decide wat baju she wanna wear.
ahaha.
so de PENING!
weeeee...
at last
it was decided.
wen to haf our lunch at fra's.
n dat's wen shu came
SMPI SENGET GANG WAS COMPLETE!!
ahaha.
bt shu was nt reali in a mood.
wen down at ard 1++
i tink.
ahha.
dey were STIL slacking.
ahhaa.
so we joined in.
kak dee arrived a few minutes.
n de youths sat at 1 table together.
I WAS IN A PLAY!
i plae MOM!
oh godness!
ahaha.
WIRDA-MOTHER
SHU-YOUNGER N STOBBORN HEAD DAUGHTER
KAK DEE-OLDER SMART N HARDWORKING DAUGHTER
KHAIRY[MOK]-FATHER.
n is lyk most of de scenes i lyk haf to kol mok 'ABANG'
which is lyk 'husband' or 'dear husband'.
GOD!
TK BOLE ANGKAT!
den everybody started laughing.
so i had to force myself nt to laugh.
although i did giggle.
ahaha.
tank god it is ol OVER!
FOOD WAS GREAT!!
i lyk had BROWNIES n DURIAN CREAM PUFF MANY MANY!
hahaha..
n oso DADEH.
ate cuppocino,mango n raseberry.
so i felt HIGH after eating de cppocino flavour.
ahaha.
wen it was ol over,
it was PHOTO TAKING!
ahaha.
its lyk DAMN KECOH!
den we went fra's house.
de bois went up to do their prayers.
de gerls went BELO!!
ahaha.
after dat
WENT JAMM!!
wuhooo...
jammed at yishun.
wif
-aidil
-putra
-jat
-ariff
-alfian.
ahaha.
coolll.....
its lyk ROCK ON!!
den went back to my aunt's.
coz lazy to get back hom.
so far.
LAZY WIRDA!
=)
dats dat!
ahaha.
yes i realise it ol change.
was wat she saed true?
nah.it cnt b.
mayb i follow my wae too much.
nvrm.
im good at entertaining myself.
i least i stil haf de bois.
dat is,
if it wil last long.
oyes dey played 'here without you'
tanks dil!
:)
-muakies-
wirda
<3
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
wohoo..
on wed,
went to assyafaah wif afif.
toked abt korban tingy2.
which is lyk BORING!
ahaha.
bt okla.
belia is stil a belia.
im sooo blady glad afif could join us.
yessa!
after dat,
me a n afif went to 7-11
to buy some snacks.
money was wasted just lyk at.
ahaha.
de bois went to mac,
to mit up wif khai.
farah n fanna were at de mesjed.
fra cnt step out of de mesjed.
den afif me fanaa n fra
went up to de office.
met up wif wan.
so de four of us chill dere ,
waiting fer de bois to cum back.
SHU WAS NOT DERE!
SO NO FULL ATTENDENCE of de SMPI SENGET GANG!
after de bois were back wif MAC MEALS,
de bois went to de classromm at level 4,
while de gerls went to de dewan solat oso at level 4.
ahaha.
KECOH!
den i was lyk listening FULL POWER MAX VOLUME on de mp3,
while fanaa n fra was sharing jat's mp3.
den both of dem heard someone knocking on de door.
n fra heard scratching.
den fanaa tol me.
n no one check it out.
so we ended up being scared.
AHAHAHA.
den i was lyk 'EHEH..KAKI KAKI!!'
ahaha.
den we were lyk soo PENGECUT!
ahaha.
den went outside.
sit wif de bois.
den someone wen up de lift.
so we hurried back in.
fra slept fer oni lyk 5 mins.
me n fanaa did nt lyk slip at ol.
ahaha
..
den next morning,
we gt to noe dat de knocking n scratching
was MOK N PUTRA!!
wat de hell!
we left de mesjed at ard 7.30.
ariff n khai went back ferst go dey gt sch later.
de rest went fer breakfast.
me n afif proceed back home.
i was fast aslip de minute i reach my room.
ahaha.
so on thurs did nt go out.
ahaha.
was BLAADY tired.
ahaha.
*yawn*
gt to get ready to go to my aunt's.
abg irhas nk tunang 2ml..
weeeeeee...
<3
-muakies-
wirda
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Monday, December 11, 2006
weee...
just now went to dis civil defence course at de hq at yishun.
blabla.
its was fun n funny actuali..
weeee...
better den sana course.
it was stated dat de course wil end at 5.oopm.
bt we ended at 12noon.
dat was lyk...FAST!
I GT FULL MARKS FOR DE TEST!
duh!
it was oni a 15 MCQ questions.
ahaha..
it's easy as ABC..
coz de sir is lyk giving us TOOOO MANY hints.
ahaha..
den wen wanna go home..
dis STUPID FLIRTATIOUS fire fighter[i tink he is one]
was lyk asking fer my no.
STUPID guy!
luckily ady was dere..
my super hero!
ahaha
lol!
on fri n sat was busy wif bibik lina's wedding
[bibik lina is my aunt btw]
ahaha.
it was lyk nice.
on fri was 'nikah dae'
it was oso her bdae.
ahaha.
den sat was her wedding function.
lunch n dinner.
soo..
changed cloths fer both de function.
luckily it was lyk near my grandma's place.
i was hurt.
i realy was.
mama kip on saying how she olwaes tot im de strong gerl
bt i guess i let her down.
i mean i cnt reali xplain everyting to her
so she did nt exactly understand.
bt i cnt reali put it in words.
ahaha
stupid wirda!
=)
bt i did cry wen toking to mommy.
de tears just kip on flowing down
DANM STUPID TEARS!
hhmppphh..
okok..
olmost EVERYBODY cry.
EVEN WITHOUT REASON
..ahaha.
bt i di cry fer a reason.
mommy stil bulom understand.
tanks eh!
bt i noe she is tryin.
n dats y i love her many many.
-eversince i was a small gerl,
i lived wif her.
she has olwaes been by my side.
[im nt toking abt my mom nw btw]
i grew up olmost everydae wif her.
sharing smiles,exchanging laughter.
bt now i realise,
it was ol fake
FAKE SMILE
FAKE LAUGH
FAKE CARE
FAKE CONCERN
FAKE LOVE
FAKE ATTENTION
-how pathetic-
im olwaes trying to get de fact dat its ol F***LY FAKE
bt i cnt
i hate her BUT I LOVE HER.
eventhough i kip telling everybody how EVIL she is,
i stil love her.
-mama,im trying reali hard to b strong.
to terime hakikat.
bt im too hurt.
i noe yu haf gone throuth wat i m gg through for more den 10 years,
bt by den,yu were an adult.
bt im stil an innocent teenage gerl hu want a REAL love frm her.
-i love mama many many-
on sun tok to lilin long long
gosh!
now i realise how much i miss lilin.
i nbtr wanna let lilin go.
cos wif lilin,
i feell HIGHHH..
[apart frm drinking cofee.akim n azie noe i mean]
=)
*grin*
lilin was tired coz lilin did most of de toking.
poor lilin.
bt i like wen lilin tok.
it just make me happi..
weeeeeeeeeee...
*im bored*
*im very bored*
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
emm..
i m now SERIOUSLY
here without YOU!
awak...where yu go.
return my kol pls?
-im getting restless coz of dis 'damn' tingy-
lyk saed,
mayb wat i tot wil cum true
*bt no i dun wan dat to happen*
promise me it wil nt happen?
wait!
yu did!
bt anyting cn happen.
ryt?
yes yes!
anyting cn happen.
frm experience.
=)
babes noe wat i mean.
n i mean ALL IF DE BABES.
dear shuhada,
i tot of wriiting sumting on my blog since it wil b too long
if i do tag,
since yu saed dun contact yu animore.
gerl,
i miss yu damn blady much.
i really wan to noe ur problem,
bt i do respect ur decision,
dat sumtings,
u do haf to kip it to urself.
it IS ur life.
every since de eact coast outing,
i looked at yu lyk my elder sister.
i realy did.
yu were dere wen i needed sumting
lyk wen i wanted to extend my tyming duration fer my blades?
yu wanting to guide n support me wen i was in blades?
was dere by my side
fer olmost aniting.
saturdae we went to escape.
did nt xactly wan to go
after noeing yu wil nt b gg.
bt den,
i did went
dat one oso last minute.
ol de wae frm de bus stop til escape,
i mostly hang ard wif wan,
or my fren,
which i bought along,
telling dem how i wish yu were dere.
to share de best,joyful,nice moments
wif me.
wif de rest of de youth.
yes,
i haf no idea abt ur problem,
bt wen dey tel me wat happen,
i was confused.
so confused.
i did nt reali understand.
i do hope ur olryt.
i do hope ur crying no more.
i do hope u wil cum n hang ard wif us again.
us-aym.
i cnt force yu.
coz if u do cum wif a heavy heart,
wats de use den.
i just wanna sae,
i miss yu shuhadah.
i reali do.
-wirda-
<3
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
yesterdae went espace theme park..
wif aysfaah youth..
weee...
n fatin.
n afif.
aidil joined us ltr dat evening.
it was lyk FUN!!
ahaha..
took olmost evryting dat was thrilling.
bt wan did nt!
phobia of heights..
weee..
so he oni took viking n go-kart.
i overtake wan in go-kart
=)
weeeeee...
went lunch at mac.
=)
went to de haunted house.
ahaha.
n fatin was screamming her lungs out.
ahaha.
viking was fun if ariff is on ur side.
WAASSSSSSSSSUUUUUPPP!!
hehe..
rainbow ride was feel wif BUTT sliding.
ahaha.
khai was de cameraman of de dae.
fanaa tot dat affif was ili.
ahaha.
WRONG!
weeeeee...
on fridae went to
IKEA TAMPINES!
ahaha..
it was damn funny.
trying to get as many free gifts as possible..
wweeeeeeeeee....
=)
im bored.
did nt reali plan to go out todae.
wait!
actuali i did plan to go out.
go to afif's aunt's place.
bibik lily's house.
sorie fif,
cnt make it.
super duper tired.
hope dis tues to go vivo is stil on.
i invited SYARFA!!
n akim dun mind..
weee.
LYK DUH!
if he does,
im gonna kil him!
-im nt surprise
wait wil happen next.
it can b true
it can cum true
n im afraid.
im holding on tight.
i tried.
bt failed.
such a failure.
-im confused-
wirda
<3
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